#and then you realize, the Doctor doesn’t think he’s helped anyone he’s come across #you realize he believes the things people say about him that death and destruction follow him wherever he goes #he doesn’t see the good he does, the changes he brings to these peoples lives, how happy they are when they’re with him #and yes they’re sad when they leave, but they’re still happy because they got the chance to be with the Doctor #but he doesn’t see that #and now I don’t know what my feels are doing
except Donna cuz she doesn’t remember. hold on i have to go cry now.