#other than the visions he couldn’t control #the only thing he had done with his powers up to this point was move that wardrobe #and that was more like a burst of raw energy in his panic to save dean #this? this is pure rage and he’s totally in control #last time they saw gordon he made the decision to let him live #but gordon came back and shot at dean. he got turned into a vampire and bit dean. #gordon is no longer allowed to live #and for a moment he stops shoving his inner power into the corners of his mind and lets fuel him #its really his first glimpse of who he’ll be in a year #and it all can be traced back to his uncontrollable rage that consumes him when dean is in danger