AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO THINKS
THIS GUY
AND THIS FELLA
ARE TWO COMPLETELY DIFFERENT PEOPLE?!!?
The second one is how John really is inside; disheveled, hurt, angry, and close to exploding. Then he fixes his hair, straightens his coat, puts on the mask of a normal well-adjusted man, and walks out into the world pretending to be like everyone else.
Stiff upper lip