After reading so many of your Metas i truly believe Sherlock is in love with John. But i still can’t 100% believe John also loves him. Sometimes I feel john defends himself by saying, “i’m not gay”, “we’re not a couple.”, and so forth and of course there are all those gifs that has John staring at sherlock’s neck. I mean i think john is attracted to sherlock, but not “in love”. I mean sherlock died and gave up his life for him. Where’s the big moment John realizes he’s in love with sherlock?