#we will never be able to really know them #do you ever just #think about that#there is so muchwe’ve discovered about them #and we’ve watched them grow#but there’s eighteen years of empty space there #where they only had each other#and no matter how close we get #how many reinventions of them we see #we’ll never know what sam said to dean over breakfast the day he turned eleven #and we get these little glimpses of the boys who grew up in a back seat of a car wrapped around each other