HE’S SO CLOSE AND JOHN HAS NO IDEA HE’S THERE AND HE’S ALIVE AND HE’S SO CLOSE AND HE’S THERE AND JOHN DOESN’T KNOW HE’S LOOKING AT FUCKING WINE AND SHERLOCK IS RIDICULOUS HE’S SO SCARED HE’S TRYING TO MAKE IT FUNNY HE HAS NO IDEA WHAT TO DO HE IS SO NERVOUS AND JUST DOESN’T KNOW AND NEITHER DOES JOHN THEY BOTH DON’T KNOW I AM FEELIN THE SAME FEELINGS I FELT WHEN I WAS WATCHING THIS LIVE MY HEART IS IN MY THROAT
WHAT IF JOHN RECOGNISED HIS SMELL WHEN HE WAS SO CLOSE BUT JUST DISMISSED IT ALONG WITH THE HORRIBLE FLIP OF HIS STOMACH BECAUSE IT’S NOT THE FIRST TIME HE’S JUST IMAGINED IT