Random person stuff, you can skip it

I gotta give up on trying to make it a go at freelancing and writing, at least for now. I’ve been crying about it all afternoon, but I gotta woman up and do what needs doing. I applied at the other phone customer support place in town and monday I’ll put in more applications. I was doing all right with the help of mturk, but they shut down my account today (I don’t know why, I’ve emailed them). But unless that’s fixed I lose the $80 I had made over the last few days. It’s looking like we’re going to have trouble making rent again, but I’m trying.

Hubby had a bit of work, but he’s out again, still trying to find something else permanent.

Still going to Con next weekend because I’m not paying for any of it, much as I wish I could. I just feel helpless right now and nearing the end of my rope.