Okay let me tell y’all something
YOUR ART IS NOT AWFUL
Art is 10% talent and 90% work. Your art isn’t bad. You’re still learning. You’re still developing. If you continue drawing for a long period of time, take a drawing from something a month ago and compare it to the present. You probably improved.
Like everything, the more you practice at something, the better/experienced you will be. Don’t quit when you’ve only just begun.