some lyrics from hamilton that make me sad:

enj-ol-ras:

• There are moments that the words don’t reach. 
• There is suffering too terrible to name. 
• You hold your child as tight as you can
  and push away the unimaginable.
• The moments when you’re in so deep,
  it feels easier to just swim down. 
• The Hamiltons move uptown
  and learn to live with the unimaginable. 
• I spend hours in the garden. 
• I walk alone to the store,
  and it’s quiet uptown. 
• I never liked the quiet before. 
• I take the children to church on Sunday,
  a sign of the cross at the door,
  and I pray. 
• That never used to happen before.
• If you see him in the street, walking by
  himself, talking to himself,
  have pity.
• Philip, you would like it uptown.
  It’s quiet uptown.
• He is working through the unimaginable.
• His hair has gone grey. 
• He passes every day. 
• They say he walks the length of the city.
• You knock me out, I fall apart.
• Can you imagine?
• Look at where we are. 
• Look at where we started. 
• I know I don’t deserve you, Eliza. 
• But hear me out. 
• That would be enough. 
• If I could spare his life,
  If I could trade his life for mine,
  he’d be standing here right now
  and you would smile, and that would be
  enough. 
• I don’t pretend to know
  the challenges we’re facing. 
• I know there’s no replacing what we’ve lost
  and you need time. 
• But I’m not afraid,
  I know who I married. 
• Just let me stay here by your side,
  That would be enough.
• If you see him in the street, walking by her
  side, talking by her side, have pity.
• Eliza, do you like it uptown? 
• It’s quiet uptown.
• He is trying to do the unimaginable. 
• See them walking in the park, long after dark,
  taking in the sights of the city. 
• Look around, look around, Eliza.
• They are trying to do the unimaginable.
• There are moments that the words don’t reach. 
• There is a grace too powerful to name. 
• We push away what we can never understand,
  we push away the unimaginable. 
• They are standing in the garden,
  Alexander by Eliza’s side. 
• She takes his hand.
• It’s quiet uptown.
• Forgiveness. 
• Can you imagine? 
• Forgiveness. 
• Can you imagine? 
• If you see him in the street, walking by her
  side, talking by her side, have pity. 
• They are going through the unimaginable.