ok so let me get this straight Sherlock knowing he’s gonna die within 6 months takes a bunch of drugs gets on the plane and reads about how he and John first MET then has some fucked up trippy dream about victorian times where he fantasizes about john taking an interest in his SEXUAL life how he has IMPULSES and John and Mary having ZERO love/ chemistry sherlock ADMITS he and JOhN drifted apart cos JOHN moved out THEN JOHN KILLS MORIARTY for sherlock John literally saving sherlock from HIS DEEPEST DARKEST DEMONS ! in the most cheesy rom com setting ! the darkest part of his subconcious thinks he should ELOPE with JOHN and no lets not get this straight this is the opposite of straight
