buckycap:

bucky giggling and smiling so widely when he tells steve that he used to wear newspapers in his shoes

bucky having tears in his eyes while watching the winter soldier murder tony’s parents

bucky begging and crying out for zemo to stop when his winter soldier codes are being said

bucky buying plums in his spare time and keeping a picture of steve in one of his memory notebooks (which had chocolate bars on top of it)

bucky firmly telling zemo that his name is not james, it’s bucky

bucky saying that he remembers all of the people he’s killed while being the winter soldier

bucky protecting steve from tony and getting his arm shot off in the process and even when he’s down and in pain from losing his arm he can’t let tony get to steve

bucky thinking that he’s not worth all of this to steve

bucky deciding that instead of living his life in a constant state of fear and paranoia he’ll go back into cryo for the safety and protection of others and himself until t’challa can find a cure