#Bucky Barnes#I love this so much but it will never not make me sad#this is what war does it takes him and it breaks him because even before Zola Bucky was already haunted#he was already shell shocked and not the same person he used to be#and there’s a part of him that’s glad Steve isn’t here for this but he has no idea what Steve is doing#And Steve has no idea what Bucky is going through either#don’t touch me (via lovealetterbomb)