I’m apparently having one of those pmsy over emotional days where i’m just going to cry and/or panic about everything. This wasn’t a good day to look at the possibilities for after I graduate. (i’ve been thinking about MLIS for a long time, but i kinda sent myself into a small panic just looking at them)
I’m having one those nights when I feel like a minnow in this fandom. I know it’s not true, that I have followers and a LOT of fics that people like. But sometimes I just don’t feel very important at all.
So I don’t presently have insurance and hubby lost his job again last week and I’m almost out of my anti depressants.
The local free clinic doesn’t do mental health so I called the regular clinic. $168 out of pocket just for the visit. Plus the cost of the meds (which is about $80 a month). Plus they’ll bill me anything over the $168.
Not helping my stress levels but I gotta do what I gotta do.
I gotta go into work so I sat here and watched John Barrowman videos (and the 500 miles dr who one) until I was smiling again.
Work is insanely busy for once but darn it there are things I want to write. What you mean I have to earn my paycheck today?