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Trying a different ADHD med cause i feel like the adderrall isn’t doing much. Starting that in the morning.

It’s frustrating sometimes to realize i’m a pretty obvious case of ADHD, and yet nobody really noticed until I was in my mid 30s. I try to focus on the future, on taking the tools I’m gaining to build a better me, but there’s always gonna be part of me that will wonder.

Still, i’m gonna be 40 in 5 months, here’s hoping my 40s are an amazing time for me, and concerns about lost time will be obliterated.

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merindab:

merindab:

The fic i just posted is my 175th fic. What the hell am I doing with myself?

I was going through my me tag and found this. Oh past me, you’re adorable. That was slightly less than 2 years ago, 4/22/2014. Sweetie, you’ve got 325 fics now. and that’s not counting the co-writes. You’re still just as crazy fast a writer as you were, just you’ve continued to improve. 

Hey past me it’s Sept 1 2018, another 2 years later and not only do you now have 458 fics by yourself, you’re over a milion and a half hits across everything. You just celebrated 5 years of writing Sherlock and you’re still going strong.

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throwoveryourman:

throwoveryourman:

you ever hoist a big laundry basket on your hip and feel like the great tragedy of your life is that you weren’t born a hearty peasant girl in medieval england who’d die at 22 from an abscessed tooth

imo the fact that people apparently relate to this points to some kind of weird cell memory of centuries of female labour that’s activated by extended pressure against the hipbone. im becoming an evolutionary psychologist it was wonderful knowing you all

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merindab:

The fic i just posted is my 175th fic. What the hell am I doing with myself?

I was going through my me tag and found this. Oh past me, you’re adorable. That was slightly less than 2 years ago, 4/22/2014. Sweetie, you’ve got 325 fics now. and that’s not counting the co-writes. You’re still just as crazy fast a writer as you were, just you’ve continued to improve.