the knee grope is literally a headcanon post that has come true. this “imagine if on the stag night when they play the rizla game, they were both really drunk and like. giggly. and so soft and open and half lidded smiles and their feet keep getting so close and their legs keep getting close and whenever john leans forwards sherlock’s legs open and whenever sherlock leans forward john’s legs open. imagine if john leaned forward too far in his chair headed straight for sherlock’s crotch and lost his balance and he grabbed sherlock’s knee and then looked at his hand on his knee for 2 seconds and then shrugged and said “i don’t mind”. “ Sounds like something that would happen in fanfiction but I’M JUST DESCRIBING
HE M U S T ’ N T SEE
I love the colors in this. It’s like John has two faces? (BTW DO YOU REMEMBER JANUS THE GOD WITH FACES… Guess what english name has for origin Janus?)
One of John’s faces is blue – cold – for the outside world – queen and country – marriage – a nice life under control – sad
One of John’s faces is yellow – warm – for Sherlock – genuine – impulsive – never boring – a beautiful life oflovefriendship and adventures – happyAt this point he is torn between these two sides of him since he is celebrating his upcoming marriage that will definitely make him blue/sad forever, with Sherlock who he has missed and will miss everyday because he is the only one making him feel warm and alive.
So when he says “He musn’t see”, he’s talking about everything he has to hide. He can’t have Sherlock seeing what he is about to become, he has to hide the other side of himself, one last time, to enjoy the hapiness of Sherlock’s presence. And then he’ll go away and leave this yellow/warm side behind him.
Obviously, he drinks and says He musn’t see. Becausein the end, the one who musn’t see is himsel. He musn’t see that he his about to make a huge mistake.
So I am human, I’m not as tall as people think I am… I’m-I’m nice-ish… clever, important to some people, but I tend to rub them up the wrong way. Got it. I’m you, aren’t I?
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I’d love to point out that Sherlock I-am-a-sociopath-and-everyone-is-an-idiot is saying how nice, clever and important John is. Not just that, but those words make him think of John, which is an even stronger thing.
I know we have an even more blatant declaration of love in his speech, but I still find this quote amazing. Because some people will find it funny, noticing only the “not as tall as people think” and “I tend to rub them up the wrong way”, but there’s the whole rest of it, and it makes me go crazy.
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HANDS WHERE WE CAN SEE THEM BOYS AND KEEP ROOM FOR THE HOLY SPIRITXD